Your words flowed in my soul like water, they floated around in my head as we were talking and we were laughing, a memory that will live in my mind for ever. That day was the first and I knew you were the one.
I met you in a far off and different place one that I was not use to, but I didn't care you were going to be there, the first time I saw you my heart start beating really fast and I could feel trembling in my whole body like I was on a roller coaster and I didn't know if it was going to stop, you were so tense to I could see it in your face, but I didn't care it was met to be and then you smiled at me and I knew you were the one for me.
There was no time no worries no movement but our two heart beating it was like we were the only ones there, all we seen was our own faces and smiles it was like a big love blanket just covered us both that is all we could see.
You covered me in your arms a big hug it felt so good, I really couldn't believe we had finally met after 1 year of talking on the phone and sharing so much then and knowing it was all worth the wait. You were everything you said you'd be. Your pictures didn't do you justice, it became a must that I come to meet you in person,the reason was clear you were the one for me.
We shared everything it was amazing how we were met for each other I kept thinking how come love takes so long, to find your soul mate, I use to wonder why, but as I was looking at you I guess the question doesn't matter just as long as it happens.
It was a love that had no real ending it was a love that made me happy I got to live that moment. It was a love that only we has between us, it was our love and only we knew how it was going to be, you lead me into a love that is ever lasting, and we were the only ones casting in it. It was a true love story, and we lived in it's glory.
I had a really good time just getting to know him and he got to know me, the day came I had to go back, you knew it to, I held memories that made my heart feel sad and lonely I didn't want to leave I wanted to stay with you for ever, you had a real world and so did i. You to took me to my destination for me to say my good byes, I saw a tear in your eyes, you chose not to come in and say good bye to me, for reasons of your own, I said that is ok we still have the phone. And then you drove away.
All the way home my heart ponder on you and I was feeling you and hearing you and wishing life wasn't as it is but it was. I was feeling like, was this whole trip just about saying good bye, was I believing a lie, and then I cried.
I knew you were for me, I miss you already, I wish time would rewind for just a moment so I could hold you in that blanket of love, it was real and it was the best love I have ever had, or experienced it just kept rolling over and over in my mind, I pray for some kind of sign the the phone rang, it was you telling me to come back soon.
So we talked on the phone everyday until that day I did return and it was like the first time our hearts kept that burn. I felt like we were on top of the world and there was no ending. You were sending me love your love, you were the one.
I loved you so much every time my heart beat it was you joined to me as one,we were the same so I thought, time has changed I could feel it. It was a sad feeling at first, your eyes looked like they were some place else I didn't question it because you have a life to, and I wasn't really in it only when you wanted me there, I knew something wasn't the same it was in all the signs.
So I sprayed some perfume on you said please don't do that, I looked at you and asked why, you sighed and said I will tell you when we get to our room, my heart sunk to my feet it was really hard to hold back the tears and facing my darkest fears, I knew what he was going to say, I didn't want to hear it so I just kissed him and said I missed you, we were together for a few hours and he chose to leave, and he kissed me and said I will be back soon, he never told me but I knew, I waited for him to be out of sight and I cried like a baby and I took the next plane out of there with out saying good bye.
I did the right thing and the pain still is in my heart because I knew he was the one for me, and I miss him. I miss letting him no what is going on in my life, my heart still ponders on him, I miss you I miss saying how I feel on things I miss sharing love with you I miss the days we had together and the love that was made, I miss your since of humor your thoughts and how your life is, I miss what you have to say about your work and your kids. I miss you sending me things. I miss your advice, and the late night talks. I miss seeing things that are of interest and I can't tell you about them, I miss you telling me your joys and what you'd do to change the world
.I hope your happy with your life.
Because while you were in mine I was.
i am also missing some one so much............ :(